I am prepared for tomorrow. I have my bag packed with all the things I need. I have my clothes ready as well. I have already set my alarm... oops, actually, not yet. Let me do that first. Okay, now it's all set, with my favourite Korean song as my alarm tone (should I really do that? What if I just end up hating it?). But to be honest, I am quite scared.
Yes, I am quite scared... or nervous? Are those two different?
I am... nervous (okay, let's just use that word) because this will be my very first office job. By that, I mean, this will be the very first time that I will be working in an office setting - in an accounting firm to be exact. I am nervous because I am scared to screw up. I am scared that I will do things that might be unbearable to deal with for my employer, or to my other senior colleagues. But I know though that not everyone in the workplace will be expecting me to be phenomenal on my first few weeks at work. Maybe I am just nervous because I am not that confident about myself.
Oh.. wait. Did I just say I am not confident about myself? Was that the main reason why I am doing this internship? To be confident?
Right. That's right! I want to be more confident about myself that's why I am doing this. Now, with that thought, I am getting excited. I know the sudden change of mood is quite weird but that's what I am feeling right now. I might do well, but I swear I will do my best to be well.
I am also excited because I will be working with one of my closest friend in Edwards. Knowing that I will be working with her makes me feel more excited and relieved. :)
Good night. I will just watch one episode of my favourite Korean drama and then I'm gonna have a good night sleep. :)
Fighting, Hazel. Kaya mo yan!! :)
P.S. The weather is quite scary. It's way too cold and I have to walk for about 10 minutes. Good thing I have a nice cozy jacket and a headset to keep me entertained while walking. Hehe. :)
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