We're Never Ever Getting Back Together...I Thought

I have always loved writing. But writing is the most complicated thing that I have ever encountered in this world..much more complicated than-- I don't know. I really have no intentions to talk about writing. It's just complicated.

And please forgive me if my grammar will suck somewhere. Sometimes I feel like I can proofread an English dictionary, but sometimes I feel more stupid than a Grade 1 student. Again..please forgive me.

I even did not know what to write here. I am just typing whatever thoughts I have in mind. I am writing in English..just to add to my list of evidences that I am not in my home country anymore and I have many friends who wants to slap me in the face because I keep on posting shits that they can't understand. I am supposed to be studying for Thursday's term test in Marketing, but here I am, talking nonsense and wasting my time. I just wanted to talk..silently.

My former beautiful professor in English inspired me to write again. (Sorry Ma'am Yen for my poor english! Haha) By reading her posts, she makes me realize that it is always okay to talk about how I feel..and I should not be afraid if people will just laugh at whatever I say, or worse, if they will just ignore me. Writing has been my true best friend for more than a decade, and I thought...we're never ever getting back together.

I did not even know why I posted my picture here. Honestly, I just feel beautiful there. Haha. But no, I am really not beautiful. I am fat. I am ugly.

But hey, look at me, I am loved. I have plenty of good friends. I am happy...most of the time! :)

I apologize for this sloppy blog. I just..I don't know. I just don't know what I really want to say.